2021.

this new year, the Lord gave me the most beautiful words to dwell on: 

cling, abide, stillness.

compassion is not a weakness that i once thought it was — for this year i found myself sobbing uncontrollably so many circumstances before realizing that i was experiencing God’s heart for mankind. 

realizing that He is our rescue. 

while 2019 was filled with letting go and resting in His promises, 2020 was about letting Him take care of me. giving over control... knowing that my “yes” wasn’t a burden.

thankful your spirit poured down.

thankful you allowed me to say “yes” more

thankful You lead me to rocks higher.

learning and growing is a constant part of life, but i know even my falls are consecrated by you. even my deepest hurts and longings are fulfilled, as i fall to my knees at your magnificent presence.

my heart is overwhelmed with gratitude and compassion, because even through two bouts of COVID you were faithful. you were relentless in your pursuit. you purified me with blood and refined me in the fire.

thank you, Jesus. i’m in awe of you. i’m wondering what’s to come, knowing it’ll be no short of beautiful. i’m your water basin filling with your mercy daily, i’m satisfied in your presence. i’m in no hurry. 🤍